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I’ve Learned; Lights

When I looked at the moon

I felt you looking at it too

as if we both

were doing the same thing

at the same time,

thinking about each other,

Missing each other

because we loved each other.

Almost threw it away

until the day

I couldn’t live without you.

I had never been so happy

not in my entire life

and it was taken from me

in an instant

while I was in control of nothing

not a bit of it.

I felt my heart break

I felt the love disappear

to only resurface

when you decided to see clear.

We woke up laughing everyday

and throughout my life

I never had that before

So please don’t label me

with your past

I started brand new

why couldn’t you?

So I’ll just look at the moon

knowing you are too

maybe at the same time

you were never mine

as we both belonged to everyone

until we woke up

and realized

all that didn’t matter

not anymore.

Shining lights

floating through the air

only I could see them

what were they telling me?

I still don’t know

except I never loved anyone

the way I loved you

it’s like I always knew

this day would come.

I am like the lights

that float in the air

I am like the moon

who hangs there

I admire you

and all that you know

can’t you see

how much I loved you?

would do anything for you?

I think it was something

that needed to happen

we were lost in our love

we needed to break free

and share our love

with others.

And maybe those lights

jolted us awake

to only say

there is no other way

to reach true love

If we wanted what we created

we would have to be ripped apart

to heal in ourselves

what was keeping us apart.

To only find each other again

and realize what we have

and our purpose

is to give it away

as easily as we received it

is as easily as we can share it.

Although I worked hard

to find love

It all came so easy.

Like the lights

which dissipated in time

we too will disappear

but our love you can hear….


for infinity

for all of time

only true love remains

after the lights are gone.

(Copyright Kerrious 2015 with all rights reserved).

I’ve Learned Life Will Give You Warnings

One of the things I have noticed lately about my life is that occasionally I will be given warning signs into whether a decision I made or am going to make is either a good choice or a bad choice for me. There are many things in life that can distract you from your path or let you know that it will be a mistake if you choose to do something you’ve been warned against. Sometimes the messages are clear and other times they need a little interpretation. Sometimes I get the message confused and do not realize it until after I already made the wrong decision and then see that I missed out on a great opportunity to listen to those messages and take heed. I don’t believe it is so much a wrong decision as maybe just a distraction from my true path in life. There are many distractions out there and many instances where our old patterns can take hold and take us places we never thought we’d be in again. I believe if we listen to these warnings and get the message clearly, then we can steer clear from the distraction and heed the warning in order to stay straight on our path. Either way there will be something to learn from it. Sometimes after making a mistake we can forge into a dark night of the soul and come out stronger with everything we have learned and releasing the pain that accompanies it.

For example, I usually get these messages in dreams. Other times, I will have a gut feeling. Sometimes, I won’t even be looking for a message but then will realize it later. Sometimes I take heed and sometimes I don’t and it is too late. Sometimes I know better but continue to do things anyway because I think that I can handle it but in the long run it is detrimental. That is why it is so important to listen to these warnings and analyze them correctly. Then again, sometimes what we think are bad decisions (due to out of date belief systems) can actually open us up to things we’d never learn otherwise. Sometimes what we think are bad decisions can turn out to be the best thing that has happened to you, momentarily. It is important to be patient with yourself and learn how exactly it works for you. In a world where everything is an illusion, in a sense, it can be difficult, but it is possible. That is why I think dreams are so helpful, we are not overwhelmed by the external illusion anymore, so our internal system lets us know, what is it we are not seeing.

Through dreams, usually because something happens in life to trigger the warning sign but I am not aware of it yet, so it manifests through dreams. These dreams are usually vivid and upon waking I know that it wasn’t just a regular mixed up dream of some sort. The message comes with an immense feeling also. That is how I tell the difference. There will be a feeling that accompanies the vivid detail and strange dream. I’ve noticed that these dreams can happen six months ahead of time or even the day before. These dreams can also contain symbolic information that will need interpreted correctly. These have become so common that I cannot deny they exist. Sometimes I will go into denial mode in order to not accept the warning and continue in my delusion. In the end, I just end up hurt and proven wrong. Sometimes this will happen before I even have a warning in waking life. So I began to question the patterns. Truth is, there is no specific way it happens. IT is completely random, i thought. I began to wonder why this happens and if it happens to everyone. I believe mine happen when there is nothing that is happening in my life to warn me. For instance, if a person I am involved with is so good at lying that they even believe it themselves, I would not be able to pick up on that. So, instead, I get warnings through dreams. That is why it is so easy to ignore because I think there is no reason to worry, but it is just because it is so hard to pick up on the thing that will hurt me and derail me from my path in real life. There are no clues for me to pick up on, therefore I can’t make the correct decision and do what’s best for me because I am not aware of it. Hence, the dream warnings.

There are many other ways that warnings come into our lives. It may be an immense feeling like something bad will happen. Not to be confused with anxiety or irrational fear. As humans living in the universe, we can pick up on universal fears through dreams also. These will usually be dreams where natural disasters, fires, plane crashes, or volcano eruptions happen. These are two separate things and there are differences between the two in which I have described. But this is a knowing that something will happen and then it does, not an irrational fear. We must also take responsibility for our decisions and realize that if we keep making the same mistakes we are creating self-fulfilling prophecies and it is no coincidence you thought something was going to happen and then it did. Because you created it through your decisions, by making the same mistakes by not heeding the warnings. Throughout our lives, we accumulate years of experiences that tell us these things. It isn’t some kind of psychic ability or trick. It may stem from survival instincts. Nonetheless, it is an ability that can be honed in on and finely tuned.

I then began to realize I have misinterpreted plenty of warnings in the past and wish I hadn’t. I now know that this is a human ability and a gift. When I look back and see how lucky I was to be given such messages in the first place, I feel like a fool that I pushed ahead anyway. This comes from the desire to be in control. To think we have the tools already to make the right decisions for ourselves, when really our brain processes more than we are aware of consciously. We do know what is best for ourselves deep down. When the warnings come before the actual event happens and before you even know the person or situation, that is when it can get interesting. Because you know you did not have any of that information in the first place, let alone dream about it. But when it comes into fruition, it builds a trusting foundation for future warnings. To know you should pay attention and maybe, just maybe, make the best decision for your path in the future.

Overall, I’ve learned life will give you warnings that will allow you to avoid distractions from what’s important in your life now. I’ve learned these warnings manifest in several ways, mainly dreams. I’ve learned to pay attention to these warnings but not to take them out of proportion. I’ve learned to be patient with myself and sometimes I will not understand the message until after it is all said and done. I’ve learned this happens when we do not have the necessary means in the outer world to understand the decisions we are making due to people lying or when it is not obvious we will be hurt or distracted from this decision. I’ve learned the process from beginning to end. From the first warning clear through the dark night of the soul. I’ve learned this process is getting shorter for me and I am understanding better each time. Although we can get caught up in distractions, we can work through them. It’s not a reason to be discouraged or give up. It’s recognizing what it is that allows us to keep making the wrong decisions for ourselves in the first place and then working on it and changing it for the future. Sometimes, we have to work really hard in the present to have a better outcome in the future.


Now I know I did interpret them correctly and tried to warn people. in the moment I understand everything but then other’s people influence create us to doubt ourselves. false prophets steal our dreams and even if they know the future they wouldn’t warn anyone like I would. this is more about other people that got their messages confused at this point. also, it wasn’t universal fears but it was others trying to kill me in my dreams because they were jealous or wanted what I have. It’s a bit of a mixture. I know that now.

(Copyright Kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved).



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