Kerrious

When Curiosity Doesn't Kill You……YOU LEARN. More Than Just a Breathe of Fresh Air

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I’ve Learned; Reborn

Through a wormhole

you are reborn

into the next life

you go.

Meanwhile

you aren’t supposed

to do it in this lifetime

that would be cheating

and this life

is for truth

and the way.

But I suppose it’s good to know

just where you would go.

For no wormholes

are needed

to be reborn,

not here,

not now.

(Copyright Kerrious 2015 with all rights reserved).

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I’ve Learned; Stupid

Maybe stupid has become synonymous with I don’t give a fuck what you’re definition of smart is. And everyone thinks they know what the definition is. If being stupid is being in the moment, not carrying any weight on your shoulders, and all around heart, then I do believe when they say the world is upside down. We have to care about ourselves enough to give it up already. Let’s do something different, something has to change. That’s why they call us stupid. I think I’m pretty lucky but they think we haven’t threaded just as long and hard as them? Or think we couldn’t have possibly made it back from the depths of hell. It’s awesome and nothing is ever stupid again.

(copyright kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved).

I’ve Learned; Friends

I’ve learned real friends

will give you a stick in the fight.

They won’t call you crazy

or see you as a skin suit.

“Keep your mouth shut, say nothing

and look beautiful,

anything other than that means

you aren’t love able.”

So I’m told….

But is that all I am?

Others can never define me.

Real friends define you

how you define you.

(Copyright Kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved).

I’ve Learned; Writer

I started writing more confidently when I realized suddenly one day that my writing did not have to be anything other than what I thought. I did not have to sit with pen and paper and come up with big words and deep complex stories. All I needed to do was simply write what I had already in me and ever since then i never thought my writing was pointless and I never wrote with the intentions of being good enough for other people to like it. I did not have to be anything other than me and that realization set me free. I realized I was already a writer I just hadn’t shared it with anyone yet. I was a writer the minute I knew how to write and learned the alphabet. All I had to do was write because I’m complex enough.

(Copyright Kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved).

I’ve Learned; 210 Days Ago

Because every time I do it, I get this excruciating reminding of how alone I really am. Not lonely just alone and it stays with me for days. I can’t shake it but I can’t just stop either. It consumes me for days and it’s not exactly regret or I wouldn’t have done it but it’s the reminder of what it’s like to be so close to a person, connected like that. Something I took for granted when I did have it even if it was with the wrong people. You just don’t know how much you miss something until you taste it again. Or how much you long to connect and be so close to a person because it’s the only thing we really have. And I now have nothing. Maybe that is the feeling knowing it wasn’t really mine but just for that moment in time. Knowing nothing good can come from it or anything with substance and that is why I feel so empty. Because I keep doing it. When I want something more, quite the opposite.

Why do I let it consume me for days after? Why does it matter so much? Because I feel like I betrayed myself to the mundane actions we humans succumb to. I want more, but sometimes it feels that is all I’ll ever have. I just want one, only one.

(Copyright Kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved). on being the other woman.

I’ve Learned; Lucifer

You sold Lucifer

He didn’t sell you

and the devil is man made.

humans can’t be trusted

until they trust themselves

He trusted you

He wanted to be like you

but he is better than you

would never do harm

if he knew it was harm

You do it to yourselves

He only wants good

he is just like you

easily persauded

to be close to a human

He loved you all

but you took advantage

and he couldn’t wait to get home

because he didn’t deserved any of it

He is light and love

you defiled him

because only humans are capable of destruction

Quit harming yourselves with fear and paranoia

it would have been the death of you all

just a simple fact

truth is nothing to fear

but something to embrace

(copyright kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved).

I’d like to think this didn’t come from me….

I’ve Learned; Society

Shouldn’t have to tell you twice

to not tell me twice

and to take my meds

Project onto me your anxieties

as I’m fearless

and not scared of anything anymore

Not life, not death

waiting on others

why should I tell them twice?

Dragging out minutes of truth

to suffice your needs

and addictions.

While I sat in a place

disappointed in my fellow man

lasting weeks, what should have been just hours

to understand – at least to me.

Waiting on the others

don’t tell me twice to take my meds

or anything for that matter

But I’ll tell you twice

enough until you listen

take your meds, society

take them with food

my fear is your appetite

but I fear no more

so you will starve

and I won’t tell you twice

(copyright Kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved).

I’ve Learned; Nature

That’s right, I don’t own you

you choose to be with me

The fish choose to

like the cat who found a home

because they see that home in you

they choose to be caught

and all need to live a full life

then choose to fill your cravings

for we do not own anything.

You don’t own anyone

certainly not me

but I choose you

and He just heppened to take notice

trusted my judgement, as poor as yours.

Yet I know I wasn’t owed anything

because we are free

and you don’t own anything,

not the tree, for they should own you.

Destroyers of the old world

where are you now?

Creators of the new world

we are the ones here now.

And we know, we don’t own anything

they are gifts to be bestowed

eyed upon all.

(Copyright Kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved).

I’ve Learned; Mission

Mission accommplished

solutions to a problem

unknown source; to you

profound confirmation

God’s not dead

you lost sight of the mission

This is what transpires

When you think your father’s Dead.

Stitch you all up

like Jesus tried

it took so long for his ripple to transpire

but is it too late for you?

I feel he leaves no man behind

you can only leave yourself behind,

unless he intervenes

Has he intervened? Think about it.

Mission in waiting

hearing your cues

mission not accomplished

without all of you.

(Copyright Kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved).

I’ve Learned; Happy

I’m everything

rolled into one

cause I see you in me

and you are beautiful and smart

courageous and kind

soft spoken yet fierce

child-like and wise

much too valuable

for a place like this

but everything would wait

for everything as it

sees nothing to fight for

and nothing to gain

but for you to be happy

whichever way you choose,

Because I am Happy.

and you deserve to be too….

Everything is beautiful and smart

and I am you and you are me

with a soul

everything is free

it’s a free ride

and we own nothing.

(copyright Kerrious 2014 with all right reserved).

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