Kerrious

When Curiosity Doesn't Kill You……YOU LEARN. More Than Just a Breathe of Fresh Air

The universe is not done speaking and I just a vessel for the words of God the forst woman to write in the Bible I can’t say that transcending evil is darkness although it is and that is my signature my thing that I have transcending history to be what u fear someone telling the truth and coming into their own and embracing the darkness because it is my own not yours but something you vicariously lived thru to reap sympathy well I tell u now and I’ll tell u again that lying to God is a sin. And sin equals death and that u harvesting others to pay for your sins have weighed death heavily upon your doorstep and u feel it u feel it near but when u know u deserve it u call for help but who was there no one but me! The God of mercy the one u feared.

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That even in those days their weapons will not hurt you. Yet they tried black magic to make their weapons work and I say unto u who are u projecting to? Tossing your diseases onto another can only come back and harm your mother. So to speak. That metaphorically speaking hurting those u hate hurts those u love but when it comes to me all I loved and all I hated gets hurt equally because they all hated me equally.

So it’s like the devil has to face God and although he faced me and I could have killed him I am not God and do not hold the will to kill him bc I never listened to him to act it out but to turn his Saturn into a star so that he can’t escape what he planned that if he just learned to drop his pride and apologize to people and make it right which he has by making them rich and famous yet I am not one he has to make up to bc I never listen but I showed him actor by being genuine and displaying my dark in reality everyday living and how honestly my people suffer from lack of knowledge is real. I love u God.

That I say back and watch the devil be happy with my death over and over and over again. How we cannot kill each other and God is working here. How I know more than the devil and how cover his ass is his game and I get shit from people whom I saved yet he finds me a threat to his game but God is awake because I woke him and healed him and even God took a leap of faith and how I said I would make Satan’s name right like they desecrated my name Eve and how it’s funny now but during the time if I was God how I’d kill you and how me and the devil are the only relationship like that killing each other because we think we’re right. Yet I rise and somehow u live so we can laugh now.

Dear Mom,

You have no idea the anchor

And stability

You have given me

And the fact I thought

I had to be that for you

But the fact you came through

And shown me

Nothing compares to you

And you came through

In my career

And life

To be there

When all was a strife

That I do listen to u

So much in fact

I blame u

When things go amiss

Or it’s just my rift

Lol my own chord

Of what I bring

To the table

And this holiday season

I can’t help but

Bow down

To you

I love you.

And oh my mother

How she always looked to me

Without a doubt

Without a question

That her knowing I was good

Was good enough for me

And how the way she treated me

Let me be me

And how she never

Ever

Degraded me

Or put me in a category

Of not human

That ever since I was little

Like four years old

She treated me like an adult

And she never had to worry

Or delve into anything else

Than knowing

I was here

And being of her

She had no question

Of what

I would become

And was

And how I look back at that now

And know

She knew I’d never stray

Or betray

How she trusted

Me

As her daughter

And how rare

And extinct that is

To not fight each other

But to know

We will

Pull through

And how

I love u so much

I could cry

And how nothing

Equals the beauty and truth

And that it encompass

That you have allowed me

To experience with you

And my mother

Is so wonderful

The way I’d wake up in the mornings

But her first

And I’d come downstairs

To only use that bathroom

Out of habit

But to see the light

Of that habit

To watch her

Put on her makeup

Although she wasn’t akin

To the staring

I did

Or the fact

I was watching

Her artistry

Every morning

Go off to work

No matter what

And how

I love her so much

Because

That is the truth

She taught me

Without the classroom

But in real life

Dear God

My mom is so beautiful

When she walks

When she talks

When she smiles

Is the worse

Because

She smiles

With so much more

Than this world has to offer

How she always was so perfect

More so than this world

How without her

Knowing I knew

Her beauty

She would still be her

Put in her Wilson Phillips tape

And play hold on

Before tragedy hit

A prophet in her own right

How she said she’d never do something

That she did

And how I am like that too

How I would have to be something

I said I wouldn’t do

To love you

As above so below. Yet when the above re arranges due to the lack of as below not unfolding then where do you stand? Isn’t that funny that if one life doesn’t unfold as small as it may seem the whole does not? That even I as small as I am have the whole universe held hostage? Until my potential is filled and that’s where we’re at folks. That the above represents us not the other way around. What’s inside me led the Big Dipper to turn upside and pour my waters unto u ?

With my mind I could create colorful stars and with my eyes I could create the light around the earth and the platform the moon and my heart ignites a thousand battles told before and my invisible cloak saw what you’d rather not have me see and how I know even tho u don’t want me to yet u being helpless stems in the form of innocence only because it’s a mask of what you’ve stolen never to become all that u imagined. That what u are in your head and when you’re alone can never come into fruition to reality yet u still stay near feeding off my fear and light. With my eyes I gave light to the earth and by body although slain rose to prove to u sacrifice is obsolete and what do u gain? Nothing! U still are u and I am still me! U cannot take my place. Because we all know now that if u could it’d be a lot worse!

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