I got a sponsor in AA and we are going to talk tonight about things. It will be nice. I don’t have much to say but hopefully with time i will open up. I hope you can trust me, i know i rebelled because i didn’t think you loved me the way i wanted to be loved. But what do i know about love anyway , you will show me the real way real love. You will show me with time and if i follow you into the kingdom of heaven i will have a better life and be happy and can have a house. I hope you forgive me. Satan is a burden i can’t stand. So sick. You’re sick.
I hate you.
I love you.
Your presence my god is all i need, no words. Thank you.