I’m so excited i went to an AA meeting in person and got a chip with the serenity prayer on it saying women in recovery. I’ve been to several meetings online. I’m going everything. Now i look forward to meetings instead of drinking but i still crave, I’m craving right now to have a beer in my hand and take drink of it but i will now! Everything is ok. I can feel myself healing. Wanting to accomplish my goals and liking my job. Everything is coming together. Gia had pajama day at daycare today so i washed hers last night so she could wear them today for the pajama party. She deserves the world. I love you Gia.