I am two weeks sober
The pain was unreal
I should fear alcohol
Not drink it
What was wrong with me
Besides all the bad stuff that happened
I can understand why
But why
It isn’t me
It isn’t true to myself to drink
I hate acholol
I’m fixing myself
And the real me
Fears it
I never want to go through
Needing it again
Sober
I get to experience my wrath
And that’s what’s really scary
