A deep seeded unforgiveness
Lurks in the souls
Of those
Who can remember
Yet their pre emptive attack
And lack of trust
Has created a self fulfilling prophecy
Where real prophets have no fear
Or war towards God
No conspiracy in private
To defeat God
When they had thousands of years
To heal and forgive
That’s the difference between
Me and them
I have worked hard to heal
And understand
Not let it build up
Into hatred and evil character
But that was my work
I was willing to share
Yet
Ostracized
And it was something
They didn’t want to hear
Then why ask me?
Only to degrade me
And treat me as if I was God
And do to my body
What you’d wish to do to Gods
That proving God right in the end
Built my faith
An unburied knowing
Inside of me
A waking me up
To the time it was
That it’s no coincidence
But they use the knowing
To plot against God
And I to fight for him
And why does that make me their enemy?
When I gave them all the tools
To heal
And feel what I do
Yet in reality
They don’t know
And didn’t know
That when they deny Christ
And miracles
They set themselves up for failure
That not denying Christ
Is even for their benefit
Not ego
Everything I did too
Was for their benefit
Yet
Perceived
As their enemy?
That God does know everything
Wasn’t it he that prepared me?
Gave me the ability
To warn?
Yet I watched them descend
Yet saw Gods love
For everyone
Even the worst
Was the same love I had
But what makes this a new cycle
For me
Is I am only loyal to God
And not them
Anymore
That I’ll be the angel
Doubting God
Until
He shows his power
In the form
Of surprising me
