But when you’re younger you think love is abundant you think you can just throw one another away and find something better? But in reality you can’t that I would I would hate to think that when I’m 40 and I see you again that we wasted our lives and I know when I see you when I’m 40 you’ll be any different? Because because I doubt I doubt you I doubt it I doubt it I really do. I doubt it I doubt that you could ever be supportive I doubt that you will ever stop blaming me I doubt that you will ever stop blaming me. I don’t I don’t want to be a a bagThat you punch I don’t ever want to be the body that you stab you know I I I look I look ahead and it’s nice but are you there? So far no