almost there
vaguely in the distance
i try to retrace my steps
connect the dots
in no particular order
shaing with wrath
i want to pour it out ony
onto them
i want to unleash myself
on the world afterall
i want to create the fall
when the bough breaks
cradle will fall
that means all
no wonder i feel alone
not lonely
find the others
at the minimum
144000
a lost tribe
chosen by God
but what does that matter
tell me?
to become like them?
isolated and superiority complex?
i see my future all right
i see the crossroads
and winding roads
and mountain peaks
and choices i have
and answers as soon as i need them
i ain’t like them
i’m a trembling fool
angry at the humans
me against the world
i, alone
and me alone only
stands apart
separate from these evil selfish beings
paving the path the hell
yet they point at others
when they should look in the mirror
maybe the ability escapes them
to observe themselves
my mind’s eye is my witness
my soul is my testimony
my heart is my disciple
my mind is my earth
my flesh is my canvas
and my bones a dancer
my blood is my words
and my feet my chosen ones
my hands the healer
my eyes the truth
and my ears the devil
counting stars and wishing
for a true lesson
of redemption
of vengence
to obscure
i can’t be sure
i’m your devil
dragging you to hell
voice and all
and one day i know
that boy
will burn and scream
but no one will save him
either.
