glass shards and sabatoge
destruction of my home
destroying the exterior
makings its way into the interior
to grab my heart
rape my soul
immortalize me
give me the time they took
or the ability to hear
them scream in hell
he said my life
was like the inferno
walking around
observing the creatures
of the underworld
but what about my world
my dreams
my afterlife
my screams
silent screams galore
thanks for calling me a whore
destroy me for eternity
while i gain the time
to take back what’s mine
my life
is not yours
the macro and micro
collide in this flesh and bones
to allow me to know
it’s not a show
but my reality
turned golden
monsters of destruction
where are you now?
now that i survived
where are the answers to my prayers
why let them win?
i’ll never pray again
or cry for forgiveness
i never wanted anything
or asked for anything
so why must they torment me
into asking?
into praying?
i was doing just fine
always prepared to survive
the dark ages
can’t sway them all
after the fall…
when the bough breaks
i’m resurrected
with purpose
and the tyrants in my hands
true forms of mercy
i can’t forget
i remember everything
every detail
yet it cascades through my brain
to represent a bigger picture
fill in the blanks
write your own story
leave me alone
i’ve got a clone
destroy me?
enjoy me
destroy my planet
animals and all
take the land
rape pilliage and steal
because that’s all you are
your whole lives are based off corruption
destroy the outer
i’ll destroy the inner
because i can keep the core
a secret
buried forever in a time capsule
to prevent you
from knowing the truth
to protect the truth
from being destroyed by you
my truth…
is something you will never find
like the core of an apple
i’ll bury the evidence
cast out and drowned
buried alive
to catch a glimpse
you can’t detroy
what i have seen with my senses
hard evidence
and i will not stop
until you stop
so voices
voices of the dead
you leave me here
with dread
torture me
and you’ll see
i don’t lie
and you’ll never have it.
i’ll cater you just to poison you
i’ll clean up after you just to hate you
i’ll do it all…
because i didn’t fall.
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