So on to bigger and better and brighter things that I could never be labeled are put into a box or intertwined with a group of people. Not at all. And that’s just the way it is. That’s being true to myself is just to have one only one. And I don’t think that’s seclusion I think that’s safety. I think I just want to focus my whole life and time on being a wife and mom and that’s what I want to look forward to. I’ve escaped numerous near Deaths. And I just want to call it quits before my luck runs out. I do know when to fold. But sometimes I just imagine our life together and I can’t wait. I just can’t wait to be devoted to somebody and have kids and just see where life takes us. But that’s about it. I just really love him. And I know our life together will be amazing.That I can really trust somebody and laugh with somebody and make dinner and breakfast and watch movies and have another chance. Except this time it’s different he actually loves me.