but it’s not the sword
or the word
but the actions…
you see…
don’t come
running around me
breaking this heart
tearing it apart
all around me
i can hear them
swallowing my love
so none
is left
for me…
no..
not real..
but it is….
stupid gold sucking fucks
you just run a muck
as if it’s ok
to kill someone
to take a life
but i’m his wife!
there is none
none…
except this dragon
i will drag in
to heaven’s gates
just to see
his black sun eyes
wither within me
to be told no
because i said so
i’ll axe him in half!
calm down Bugglejuice!
gruff
he’s so rough
but i’m just
oh no….
spinning
sleeping
for days
while he plays
dissociated
not even there
the truth i cannot bare
blood on the lips
of a child
of the eclipse.