as i watched you
use me
like you used Jesus
for the spirit
i was intercepted
by someone desperate
and that’s fine
she needed it more
but how selfish?
i never get anything
in my life
it was a reward
an upgrade
given by God
because I recognized
mommy
you’re grandmother.
how did this
all transpire
and allowed to happen?
the corruption
of a life
that was meant for saving
the sabatoge of work
that was meant for healing
oh sure
you think torture
is something……
fuck you
i could have died
and you trying to kill me
just because i said
i was hung
you wanted me to be dying
in front of your eyes
so you could say
“Where’s your God now?”
but no i don’t need protection
Heaven has got me
and we’re sweeping
as if the road never ends
but buddy
it’s ending
but for me
it was the beginning
you want to think
upside down
and inside out
you weren’t there in the beginning
only the ending
you cheated
have fun
see you never
upgrade?
hahaha
remember
they stole from a healer
no miracles
only material gains
and shallow wishes
angel my ass
you only pick and choose
because god doesn’t love you
or so you think
but the things
you do behind
God’s back
and the things you do
when you think he’s not around
well i was around
you just didn’t know why
until that day…..
but you attacked me anyway
no i did not need you
no you did not savee me
or anyone
you have no idea
what i was doing
but my version
of 2012 was coming true
all the fake people
float into space
since they wanted it so bad
Venus
Mars
Jupitor
Saturn’s cube
violet light
in the middle
equal signs
and
since they prevented me
from creating on Earth
and still are
and acting like it n ever happened
God and I
are creating
in space
while you all talk about
the stars
well jesus named the stars
and God promised Abraham
the first schzophrenic
targeteed
more decedents than the stars
here we are
you’re family
is of murder
the lineage of Cain
not us.
thou shall not murder
thou shall not torture
so why
just tell me why
everyone hates you
while i laughed like a child
knowing my part
rehearsed my lines
carried the puzzle
while you put it together
i lack patience
i hate waiting
so why
just why
i miss you like that
no tolerance
a secret coming
no one knew
the time or date or year
is right.
stupid boys….
stupid boys….
stupid boys….
wedding at 10 am
but my dad’s sick
i’m watching him
rejected
see you later
alligator
i never even met you
so how could i like you
you’re delusional
and admired me
through a job
at the NSA
which are perverts
by the way.
i saw you looking
while i danced
to pink floyd
and gave you a big
middle finger
pink floyd
said
she wants the truth
showed me the rich
watching the poor
at war
again
and again
and again.
while they are traitors
to america
not just me.
you ALL are traitors
i’d say get out
and take them all with you.
where did you spawn from?
ohh yeah
hell.
well welcome
to heaven on earth
thanks for destroying it
you really made us
look bad
and you placed the blame on me
but you are hoarders
of truth.
God doesn’t keep you in the dark
people do.
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