for their fear is not my fear!
i can’t bare to hear
the land of fear
forever traps me here
and no juice
can make you brave enough
no amount of alcohol
could lead you out of there
for the cycle will just start again
and i would have to heal again
isn’t that daunting?
taunting?
harming yourself
isn’t that suicide?
so beautiful…
enough!
just because you find
beauty in suicide and death
doesn’t mean you use your power
on yourself
you silly girl
using it on herself! ha!
well what can i say
i’m a scientist
can the body shut down
from a broken heart?
didn’t we already find that out
that’s not your duty!
oh pooey
i swear.
quit playing with death
and get over here girl!
oh yeah
i remember
i’m worthy…
hip hip hooray
so much fun!
not.
for look at you all!
barely even there!
and i’m not searching for you again!
i’m not putting you back together!
you’re on your own
enjoy, i say
I am heard
finally
but not by some mere man
i am held
finally
but not by some phoney!
but by the springtime
by the changes in the air
by the waves
how they can engulf you!
enough!
why are you fighting
the one thing you want most?!
because they are dreadful!
destroyers of love
i haven’t forgotten
but maybe i’ll forgive
no one to blame
princess
no one to call
goddess
no one to answer to
hero.
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