I tried
You haunt my dreams
daily
the more I don’t want you
the more you appear
such horrific chemistry
to lead you back here
I will hang you
from the words you speak
I will hang you
for brainwashing people
I will never touch you
but you messed
with things
you shouldn’t have
which is me.
I will wait
and wait and wait
for the day
I see your face
dead or alive
I don’t care.
you murdered my soul
my spirit
my love and life.
you murdered my time
my friends
and my innocence
you murdered so much
i want to hear your last breathe.
to be there
to make sure
you can never hurt me again
I want you to sweat
from night tremors
and never heal
I want you to live
with you
instead of putting it elsewhere
i want you to choke on the food
I serve you
and made for you.
I want you to freeze
despite the blankets
and pillows i supplied for you.
I want your teeth to rot
from the stench on your breathe
I want the vagina smell
on your dick to stay forever
since it’s a metaphor
for your cheating self.
I want you to chase your mistress
until you see she used you
I want you to know
you’ve always been used
used for your easiness
that’s what I tried to protect you from
all those who just used you.
but it’s too late
and all is well
keep on doing what your doing
and go to hell.
(copyright kerrious 2016 with all rights reserved)