Max
I’ve convinced myself
You loved me
That you meant
What you said
I’ve convinced myself
You don’t care
Not enough to be here
Not anymore
I’ve convinced myself
You were real
I’ve convinced myself
You are imaginary
You’d have to be
I’ve convinced myself
It’s the same cycle
At our closest
Being torn apart
Are you alive?
Are you okay?
I stood up at the
Gate of love
For you
Would you
Do it too?
What do I have to do
To hear your voice again
For you to make me laugh
To see things my way
Where are you?
Why I am left with them
And the ghost of you?
You’re everything
I hate losing
And I’ve lost
An invisible friend
Why drag me in
To not finish
The job
Why make me feel and care
Why open my heart
Why have recognition
Why send me the message
To just disappear
Did you listen?
Did you care?
I believed you did.
