When Curiosity Doesn't Kill You……YOU LEARN. More Than Just a Breathe of Fresh Air

I’ve learned; sober

I’ve never thought about it before

But I can’t handle the poison

The delusions it caused 

Allowed me to fall

For tricks and schemes 

Because it made me weak

It made me cry

And want to die 

It made me see

I’m not like them

Those who forfeit 

To a substance 

Those who surrender to the pain 

Can’t just let it happen

One day at a time

So I will prevail

I will never fail 

Saying goodbye is easy 

I’ve seen it destroy 

But not me

Or my body

I will not allow it

A substance to control me

I’ve awoke from yet another slumber

And I’m never going back 

I will surrender my crutch

My cure for anxiety 

No longer exists 

It’s fake at its core

And I don’t want it no more

I want my freedom

And breath of fresh air 

I will never look to you 

To save me

Only me.

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