Kerrious

When Curiosity Doesn't Kill You……YOU LEARN. More Than Just a Breathe of Fresh Air

I’ve Learned; Not Everyone is Worth Saving

You threw me out

threw me away

I would never do that to you.

I keep thinking about that time

and how I wasn’t well

and how you treated me

during that time.

You abandoned me

at my time of need

just like everyone else.

No one was there for me

except the spirit realm

I was being shown

no matter how much I care

others won’t always care

about me.

I must care about myself

enough to let you go.

I’m still angry about that

how I was so easily dismissed

thrown away

out into the middle of nowhere

when I needed you most

It feels like everyone is the same

playing this stupid game

they think they know

what they are fighting for

but I just remember

when you weren’t there

something invisible was

I didn’t want to go back

back to the abuse

but you threw me in that direction

so I slept in my car

I didn’t make it far

so I was taken away

and you didn’t care

no one did.

Now I know

not everyone is worth saving

even though I wanted to save us all

I’ve learned a lot from this

not everyone deserves me

not at all…

I’m not perfect

but I would never do that to you

sleepless nights I would stay up

to protect you

just like the spirits protected me

from you…

It still hurts inside

when I think about it

I don’t think I’ll ever get over it

to know I gave you everything

to only be thrown away

in the end

like I was nothing

nothing to you.

But I am something to someone

in another realm.

I feel you betray me

as we speak

Try to defeat me

if you try

you will find them

taking up for me.

Something you never did.

 

(Copyright kerrious 2015 with all rights reserved).

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