I’ve Learned; Smile
It’s not the same now
not at all
at least I can smile
at you all.
At least I have tried
to get up after the fall
can’t say I knew how
just that I did it
without you.
Everything will be fine
everything is okay
All I know is
Things have changed.
I worked hard for this
much too hard.
Nights consisting of the fetal position
and days where love ran rampant
through my body.
Meditations turned into surreal images
floating around my room.
The fear is gone
I can see you now
see just what it was
that was holding me back.
Fear is a dreadful occurrence
but all I got was a smile.
A smile I resemble
and emulate to others.
What you taught me
I shared with others.
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