I’ve Learned; The Feeling
I just feel like my head is not on right. Having trouble breathing due to intense emotions coming from everything I’ve been trying to ignore lately. Here I am at my father’s, went to chemo with him and I still just want to run away.
But I know that I’m not really trying to. It has become strong urge; very confused at the moment of what that is and how i do not want to make the same mistake again.The thought of myself tired, emotionally, mentally, physically, pain in my body; especially muscles. And I thought….
Maybe I’m trying to escape my body.
(copyright Kerrious 2014 with all rights reserved).
written spring 2014 – tape recordings found