I’ve feared that I’ve failed them. All this time. That’s what the sadness will do to you. Brings unwarranted guilt when our purpose becomes dormant and when our gifts turn round. When there is nothing left but ourselves and the very life we have lived and all the evidence that it points to. To know is a curse and I fear nothing but punishment. Not punishment from God or what have you, but punishment from my fellow humans. But you mustn’t think one lives in fear. It is quite the opposite. Instead we hold this power, some sort of knowing…..that no matter what happens, it’ll be okay. And even when we get sucked into an unpleasant experience we know it was them that got us there. No us, and that is encouraging. Yet no one sees it like that. Instead they escape responsibility and sell each other out. Intrusions on our free will. And for what? Something they can’t possibly begin to understand. it’s okay they don’t understand it but it’s not okay to intrude and steal it. And the road that got us to that conclusion is something that can’t be explained. Not to them anyway.
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