When Curiosity Doesn't Kill You……YOU LEARN. More Than Just a Breathe of Fresh Air

As above so below. Yet when the above re arranges due to the lack of as below not unfolding then where do you stand? Isn’t that funny that if one life doesn’t unfold as small as it may seem the whole does not? That even I as small as I am have the whole universe held hostage? Until my potential is filled and that’s where we’re at folks. That the above represents us not the other way around. What’s inside me led the Big Dipper to turn upside and pour my waters unto u ?

With my mind I could create colorful stars and with my eyes I could create the light around the earth and the platform the moon and my heart ignites a thousand battles told before and my invisible cloak saw what you’d rather not have me see and how I know even tho u don’t want me to yet u being helpless stems in the form of innocence only because it’s a mask of what you’ve stolen never to become all that u imagined. That what u are in your head and when you’re alone can never come into fruition to reality yet u still stay near feeding off my fear and light. With my eyes I gave light to the earth and by body although slain rose to prove to u sacrifice is obsolete and what do u gain? Nothing! U still are u and I am still me! U cannot take my place. Because we all know now that if u could it’d be a lot worse!

The the pupils wanted to fight their master and in return the master arose to show the pupils u cannot kill and expect it to be over. U cannot kill one and expect all the pain and misery to go away that killing one does not take away the suffering. That is never the solution. Murder is never an escape and death either. Although I know I could exist or not I do not escape I’d still come back to see it through. And that peace is new and takes accustom to.

So by the fire of my heart I fought off enemies to the point of those enemies resorting to me as their only friend, their only source of being right and their only source of doing better next time but the fact they are relentless at self sabotaging where I can not help them shows they should have never raged war against me to begin with as if it was a war they’d ever knew I knew about but u can’t rage war against me without me knowing and u can’t hate me without me coming to u in love and if u continue to I will give u something better than war which is peace which peace I was in the beginning but to make u better I had to fight u and all your demons that demons aren’t even bad but reminders of what we lack.

What I’ve been through in the past four years can’t be written down in history without expelling the past 7,000 years. But I know through the persecution and stones thrown at me they are stuck there but we are not. That people refuse new conversation and think that those that seek conversation seek attention but what we seek is what no one can give us which is conversation through our experiences so they use whatever tools they have to delete us from their experience because they lack the ability to do it in their own to look past what doesn’t suit them they instead project a textbook of conclusions because they fail to understand another and that nothing can be created from nothing that something had to have created it yet lack of understanding another leads to discrimination and remarks that are irrelevant in the bigger picture that something bigger than themselves makes them belittle instead of interact.

But I wasn’t afraid to start right away. I wasn’t afraid to walk out in the open and let it be known. I didn’t have to hide or play pretend. That u had to observe me not the other way around and I understood u but not the other way around which makes me the new not you. But anything different or new u kill. Yet I still walk and u haven’t changed.

What my old soul knows in order to break the cycle is to no longer go at alone but to include one other would break the cycle of doing it alone. That I do not need another to reach where I’ve been or where I come from but to allow one other to go there with me is actually breaking a chain to create one that is better. One of the Gods. Tear down the old to build the new and to include you would be easy yet I’m prone to not so prove me wrong. Take your place beside me just by being you and knowing that is your destiny that we align don’t forfeit it with the world as is it but a future world where we cease to exist and plan on it.

So much I keep from you little boy blue because in the end there will be two.

Since u kissed me and called me girlfriend with a spark your fate led to be a blue kachina dancing in the plaza with only one in attendance. Yet you didn’t even know your part. Shall we choose love between two or transcend to a greater purpose? That dancing is short term but infinity is to gain in the form of one. Good luck. Shall we dance?

I love you because you open the last parts of me; the least accepted

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