Kerrious

Gods grace is the main character of my story

Because when he puts his down at night I’m the one that fills his heart

In the beginning was the word and the word was god and the word was with god

He’s in a boat he has to paddle him self because he let me drown

There is no disengration

Only transformation

God I wish I knew you

Before I drank alcohol

Before I did that drig

Before I made all those kistakes

God I wish I had known you

No where in the Bible does it say there is punishment for anything. The devil will trick you into thinking there is punishment but in the Bible there is no such thing . Be strong.

God is my outsides

Dear God

I’m two weeks sober

Going for forever

Although i can’t imagine

Never drinking again

I want to get that wine

Off the internet for half price

I want to try it

Please.

But maybe i have too many problems to drink

I really do

Maybe one day if i am healed

I can have some wine and be responsible.

I really want to.

Try.

I can’t believe I’ve acted a fool

And done the things I’ve done lately

I’m on probation

I’m a fool!

Oh God

A full hearted fool

Desperate for justice i suppose

But i know things can’t be the way i want them

So i just think about God’s will

And how God will handle it all

Not me

I can do nothing

It is out of my control

I know it is

And I know God will do what is best

I really can’t believe the things I’ve done

To the ones that i love the most

How could i

I’m so hurt

I am trying so hard to be different

To change for the better

Please god help

Dear God

I’m confused

I was attempted murdered

And live today

Why didn’t he succeed

Because you didn’t let him

In this war

We win.